Saturday, January 17, 2009

No Follower, Not Following

I am sorry!

If you wish me
Following..
Or be follower
If ever expecting..

I am not!

Not because I am too proud..
nor that I don't care..
Not want to look around..
nor that I don't dare..

I just don't know how..

How to find you..
How to be found..
Alone in my world..
A boundless bound
..
..
No follower
Not following
Alone in my world..
Dreaming...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

How Many of Yous In You?



I confused the Spell Checking again !

YEAH!!!




That could means creative.. ha ha, 

or silly, 

or stubborn, ha ha ha ha...





But I did mean youS, not you or yours.

As I said in "About Me", which one of Me[s] I should tell about.  

You may say you have only one you and never changed.  It was only that you have to adjust accordingly to the rolls you played..

But..

I  have many "Me"s.  I am sure about that.

As I said in "About Me", which one of Me[s] I should tell about.

You may say you have only one you and never changed. It was only that you have to adjust accordingly to the rolls you played..

But..

I have many me[S] in me, I am sure about that.

And each of me[Ss are separated. They have their own lives, own thought, own actions and reactions.

I am not quite sure, which one of me[S] is writing.. ha ha, could be the one that is normally stand in front.

I even don’t know how many me[S] in Me. I discovered the new me[S] in me from time to time, and it was interesting.

Yes, I like most of them, but not all. Some of me[S] are difficult to be accepted by the rest. But we have to accept any way that she is part of us.



No, I have not discovered all of me[S], I think.

How do I know?

I don’t know how many me[S] in me I am having!!

Isn't that exciting?


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

As If In Love Again




Thank you Peter!!! 

You are wonderful!

I really don't know how to manage a blog like this.. and not sure whether I will enjoy.  

It seems like I have to talk too much here, which I am not quite good about.

I Just want to thank Peter for his lovely reading which I enjoy so........... much!

As If In Love Again was my very first experience in writing for real duet reading.  I have been thinking about it for quite some time.. but could not.

Suddenly, in the middle my very busy time, this poem rushed to my head.  I had to stop my editing and circuit drawing to welcome her.

And yes, she came dressing out beautifully, so cute that I could not resist her eagerness to show herself on the website.  


I went back to work but she was so.... disturbing.  

"Sorry, sweety, I am not ready to read you."  I told her. "You know how stammering I am reading English.  I don't have time to play with you now"

"I will not take you too long time, I promise."  She said. "Plese, I am so beautiful, I can't wait.  Please......"

I ignored her.. but she was really disturbing.. My hand did not believe me any more.  It reached out for my new toy, little IC Recorder, and she added the idea to my head that, with external mic, it was easier to record.

She smiled so sweetly.  How could you ignore her simple enjoyment, just reading her out.  She was right.  She was so beautiful that I could get through reading her in one record.

Of course, with a few mistakes to edit!

Sound editing did not take too much time.. She was then, beautiful with sound and scene.. but still disturbing.  It had to be duet reading but my reading pal must be fast sleeping at that 3 am..

Ah.. Peter.  Yes, Peter!  Thinking of his "Oh you love me. Yes!" I could not help laughing.


Faithful Peter read for me very fluently.  His English was much much better than mine.  His reading was clear.  The way he express the feeling for the poem was so...... Oh..

I had hard time doing this duet sound editing.  I laughed till I cried.

Yes! I enjoy so much, Peter.


Thank you Peter!!! 

You are wonderful!